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Saturday, October 18, 2008
Friday, October 17, 2008
THE BEST SISTER!
I Never realized how much I'd miss her till she went away to college.
I couldn't have asked for a more caring and lovely sister. Her and I could pass on twins, which is a good thing because it's her name and signature I used all through high school when I was late or skipped classes. It was much easier than moms.
We've always shared the best of times together. When I was at school I had so much fun visiting her everyday. Whether it was in her office for a couple of hours-or at night when she'd kindly make me dinner. She's the perfect mother & sister!
I LOVE HER DEARLY!
And miss her more than ever!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
how blessed
I just had to take this opportunity to share some of the thoughts in my mind. I haven't written a heart-felt post in awhile so I figured it was about time to use blog to share my feelings and emotions with others.
To start it's so nice to be home. I've had to opportunity to create memories that i've awaited for quite some time. It been a time of problem solving, paitence building, and love. As many may be wondering, I'm working at the theater. I came back to be trained as a supervisor. It's been a lot of fun learning and working with the new crew. Mom has really spent a lot of time turning things around there, and putting into place policies that have been needed for a really long time. I find that the crew working there now are a lot happier and willing to do the work that before. I enjoy the job for now, and it's really nice in a way to get back to something familiar. In my free time I spend time at home, or with Del and Carson. I've learned so much since i've been home! One thing I never did during the time Del and I were dating was ask questions. I always felt that they would laugh or think I was stupid for not having the knowledge that they both did. Now I find that it's easier to ask and understand than just pretend I know exactly what they are talking about. I can't tell you what i've learned but I know that in a pickle, I know I would survive. One thing Alaska taught me was to stand on my own two feet, and lately that's been really hard to do. Everything that i've bottled up from being in Alaska to now has just started to show. I can't drive down the road anymore and see a red car and not cry. It's not only that, things in my life that cause confusion and frustration irritate me more now than ever. I spend a lot of time in my bed, alone....and crying. Now the reason for posting this is not to worry my family and friends, or gain sympathy. It's simply for the fact to inform that I haven't been doing well. Now some of the readers may be thinking they know the reason for my un-happiness, but to be honest they can't possibly pin-point it on thing. Being away from Alaska and all the friends I met there has a lot to do with my saddness. It's hard to become like family, and then one day just not see them again. I found the only time I'm truely happy is when i'm busy helping out mom and dad or just spending time with them, or when I'm with Del and/or Carson just hanging out and having a great time. Other than that, when I have time to think I just get down on myself and loose all sorts of self-respect and self-confidence. I'm not sure why, and i'm working on it...I know i'll be okay, I just have a lot to sort out and work on. I'm so very blessed to have such great friends and family members that I know I can turn to in a time of need.
Now I'd like to continue this post on how very blessed I am to witness a process that indeed has brought inspiration and faith to my life. My brother Adam and his wife Brandi of 4 years have recently been blessed to have a birth mother committ to giving her child to them at birth. I realized how significant and special this baby will be. I love my little nephew so much, and am already so excited to welcome him to our family. It's so neat to see all my brothers and sisters having children and adding to the family. The Nobles are growing day by day and I'm so glad i'm part of it. Our family has always shared a special close bond, and I couldn't have asked for a more loving family. This baby will be blessed eternallly for a decision that a girl not much younger than me is making. I can't imagine how hard it is for her right how. Everytime I go to Adam and Brandi's blog and read about there addition to the family and his Birth Mother, and can't help but think how hard this must be on her. I hope she's able to feel the love for her baby boy and how much appreciation we all share towards her life choice. When I think of Bri I can't help but wonder if I were put in her shoes if I'd be strong enough to do that same. She's making a choice for the future of her baby that will ensure that the baby is well cared for and loved it's whole life. Being 18 and pregnant isn't any easy task, i'm sure. Although I haven't been through it myself i can sympathisize for her, and can't help but feel a special kind of love for her. Anticipating the arrival of Adam and Brandi's baby is so exciting, and I can't wait for their new addition. I'm just so lucky that i'll be around for that day...It'll be soon before I go back up to Alaska [if i choose to still go] and I can't be more thankfull for the opportunity I have in front of me to be apart of their sons first days:) I'm sure when adam and brandi read this they'll appreciate the words i've shared I just wanted to tell everyone that as i'm growing and maturing i realize how truely blessed each and everyone of are. With the eternal perspective in mind, i'm so happy to be apart of my family.
I just wanted to share some of my thoughts and feelings that i've had on my mind more recently. Please know that I'm happy to be here, and I love my family and Friends. I'm thankful for the knowledge that I have many to lean on in a time of need. Thank you for your love and support you share towards me:)
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
For you Morgan
The transportation girls. Me, Lisa, Andrea, Nicole, Rebecca, and Joy
Lisa and I waving goodbye on the curb to the last motorcoach departure for the 2008 Summer Season.
HURRAY WE'RE DONE!
The last day at the lodge. It was pouring Rain!
The office in Talkeetna, man i miss that little hole in the wall.
Linda Stamper and I working at the train station on the last day!
A Princess Employee
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Day 3 & 4
So the day is actually backwards so the beginning of the day 3 is down at the bottom and then day 4 is at the top. We woke up on day three in Crecent City, California. We stopped by the visitors center to ask what they suggested as far as seeing the biggest trees. The lady was very very helpful in directing us to the groves and the best views possible. We drove to the Jedidiah Smith Grove where we walked for about a 1/2 mile taking pictures next to the gigantic Redwoods. After that we drove thru California on mostly Scenic Byways like Avenue of the Giants. After a day of tree's we were pretty sick of large trees. haha. The next morning (day 4) we woke up and made our way to the coast. We finally made it to Costal Highway 1, and let me tell you that was the biggest waste of time ever. It took us 3 hours to get 60 miles. Ughhh. The highway was merely just switchbacks with a speed of 20 mph. We took the first opportunity that came to get off the highway bound for Santa Rosa. After lunch in Santa Rosa we made the decision to go into the San Fransisco for the rest of the afternoon. We were so forunate to have pretty good roads as far as traffic at rush hour is concerned. After walking around for awhile we got back on the road and headed for Bills (mary's boyfriends house) Where he has prepared an EXCELLENT steak dinner. He wouldn't let us help clean up after the filling meal-instead he said "well ladies you must be tired, to go bed and i'll clean up!" When we insisted we help out he refused the offer saying we'd only be in the way. Haha. Days 3 and 4 were slow days that went by fast [if that makes any sense.]
I drove across the Golden Gate bridge.
The Dawn Princess. It was wierd seeing a princess ship since we just got back from Alaska a few days prior
Me on Pier 39.
It was heavy.
(everyone needs a picture like this)
Me and Paul Bunyon
I'm standing next to the largest tree you can get too. It was HUGE!
Nicole and I found many opportunitites to take "jumping pictures"
This house is made out of a redwood tree. It took 8 months to hollow out the house. It had water-electricity ect.
The first Redwoods we saw. I was amazed at the beauty!
Looks like a clothes pin.
Nicole and I
The redwoods was one of my favorite days. I have always wanted to see these giants full of beauty and I finally had my opportunity. I'm greatful for the friends I was with, and the experiences we had. Stay tuned for Day 5.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Day Two!
The Beginning of a Good Adventure:)
The beach
Nicole and I!
The water was cold but considering I swam in Lake Pend Oreille the day before it wasn't all the bad!
These were the tigers. So cute.
Then we held a baby COUGAR! Awww she was so tame and adorable!
Next there were little goats walking around, and donkeys and peacocks.
This little guy followed me around for awhile. He liked me to scratch his ears.
(this is my favorite picture so far)
We had to stop one more time before it got dark to play on the beach. Nicole and I had a great time letting the wave chase us. Unfortunately for us, we misjudged a few waves that came up on us pretty quick and drenched us from mid-thigh down. Made for a cold rest of the ride!