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Meet Tom Scouller

Families can be together Forever.

Dad, Grandpa Scouller, Mom

Yesterday around 3:30 pm, I recieved a call from dad saying that Grandpa Scouller had a stroke and is in the hospital. I text the other 5 siblings to give them a heads up. It was right around Midnight that I got another phone call from dad who was in the truck waiting for the fairy to go to the hospital with mom. He called with the most tragic news, that Grandpa had passed on. With a religious perspective in mind - I know that he's in a much better place, and he's probably definatly greatful he doesn't have to take those "DARNED PILLS" ever again. He always complained about his eleven pills he had to take daily.

Last weekend we were there from Friday night to Sunday Morning. He called on us to come help take down some tree's to eliminate yard work and the mess they produced. Adam & Brandi, Stephanie & David, Jeremy, Morgan, Maggie & Boyd all spent Saturday morning and afternoon clearing tree's, stacking wood, packing, and organizing. Projects that Grandpa had around the house that he noted needed to be done. We were all so VERY tired as when we arrived the Night Owl Grandpa himself was up and alive wanting to visit and talk. Mom, Dad and him were awake till 4:30 am chatting. At the time I was so selfish thinking "all I want to do is sleep, please go to bed" Now i'm so thankful that my parents had the opportunity to share those last few hours of conversation with him. The next morning it was extremely hard to wake grandpa up. I was spoon-feeding Apple juice to him. Our original thought is that in his sleep, his blood sugar had gotten too low, and naturally his body didn't want to wake up. He just wanted to sleep. We figured that the minute the apple juice hit his blood stream he'd come too. Which he did! But I'm not sure it was the apple juice that woke him up. Grandpa had also suffered from a few passing out spells recently, and also has been noticed "extremly hard to wake up". He had gone over a full 24 hours of sleep one day two weeks ago. I find it hard to believe that juice woke him up as I think the Lord beckond him to wake up and spend the last few hours with us. It's not ironic at all that we were there that weekend. Heavenly father works in mysterious ways, and I believe that he spared Grandpa long enough for us to make our planned trip there.

Trying to wake grandpa up. You can see that i'm spoon feeding him Apple Juice

Before leaving on Saturday afternoon, grandpa took out his medical cups and called everyone to the dining room. He asked Brandi to fill each cup, and hand them out to the adults. He kept saying "Mormon Champagne" haha. At the time the family laughed and smiled and played along with Grandpa's silly idea. Dad said a prayer and blessed Grandpa's home and Thanked our Father in Heaven for the opportunity for all of us to gather together and spend time with Grandpa. We toasted and I can only think that it was Grandpa's final HARRAH to his life. A toast for all the things he's accomplished and lived for. I took some pictures of the toasting, and i'll cherish those photos all my life. It's candid moments like that you're so glad you captured later on.

I felt so guilty when My dad called me the first time, informing me of the stroke. You see - I debated going over alot. I kept thinking "they won't need my help, i'll just standing around, and i'd rather work." How terribly selfish that was. My dad would tell me that i'd be greatful later that I went. I hate to admitt it but my father was more than right. Had I not gone over last weekend...I would be kicking myself the rest of my life. When leaving with Jeremy and Morgan he tried telling my mom to not let me go. He said I was ditching him. I feel so bad for not staying, but you can't live life with regrets. Without me there, my mom was able to spend a little more personal time with her father. I've never been really close to my Grandpa Scouller due to his family circumstances...But i'm so happy i had the chance to really get to know him, love him, and be close to him the past 8 months or so. I love you Grandpa Scouller. Your Pip-Squeak misses you truely.

Grandpa Scouller with great-grandson Boyd Noble.

Grandpa Scouller with his great-grandson David Lynn Hansen

Grandpa Scouller never looked at the camera. It was so tough to get a good photo of him looking AND smiling.

I love and Miss you Grandpa!

Winters Coming - Fall is Leaving

On my way out the door to work- I noticed how unique the sky looked. So I grabbed mom's camera off the table and took it with me. I left about 15 minutes earlier than I normally would and stopped at my favorite spot to view the sunset and longbridge. As I sat there I couldn't help but take in the beauty of this beautiful area I live in. I love Sandpoint so much, it's gorgeous. Anyways so the sun was going down and it was a bit cloudy out. The sky was completely pinkish/orange. I loved it. In the distance of a few of the pictures you can see that the upper elevations have snow in them. Looks like Mom, Dad and I are going to have to start parking the cars up top - Snow is on the way. Winter is almost here. So here are a few photos are took today. Is North Idaho not the most Gorgeous place on earth?

The Fall tree's are few and far between now. The winter cold and wind has come taken all the leaves off the trees. But I was fortunate to catch these few left in the bay area near the tracks. How pretty huh, especially with the pink sky! ohhh I love it.

WHATEVER I LIKE!-OBAMA MUSIC VIDEO

Well i'm not happy with the fact that he won, but this is truely funny! I laughed so hard when I saw this. It just makes me think of the time that Obama stated he want to make "politics Cool" again. haha gross.

"A time for Change"

Who Is It Going To Be. America Has Spoken.

The 2008 Presidential Election.

• Democratic Ticket: Sen. Barack Obama , Joe Biden
• Republican Ticket: Sen. John McCain , Sarah Palin

• AND THE WINNER IS.....

OBAMA (in his acceptance speech): "There will be setbacks and false starts. There are many who won't agree with every decision or policy I make as president. And we know the government can't solve every problem. "

Meet Your New President
Barack Hussein Obama

(haha)

I guess it really is a time for change. Early this evening we found out the results for the 2008 presidential election. Dad and I watched eagerly all day to find out the results. Glued to the TV it wasn't looking good after Obama claimed Pennsylvania and Ohio. Both key battleground states in this election. As Obama moved forward to a lead of 207 to McCains mere 146 dad and I both sighed as we knew it was over. Obama was then declared the next "projected" President of the United States of America. The republican party was fortunate enought to keep the majority in the Senate. (luckily) I'm scared for what will happen to our country now, it terrify's me to think of it. Many of the policies and view points Obama had that will possibly be implimented just reflect that of a weak and immoral nation. I sincerely hope that while we all sit back and ponder today's events - we'll realize all we have is faith, and hope. May god with be with you all in this trying time. Some are rejoicing in the great significance of this history making day (and don't get me wrong it is amazing our nation has come that far.) No one would've thought we'd elect & ACCEPT an African American candidate for the President of our GREAT nation. You see, and News teams sit there and highlight how amazing and truely inspirational this day is, all I can think of is how we don't know much of what and who Barack Hussein Obama is? How did this happen? What has US come to? We will see what the next 4 years bring us. I pray that it's quick, and not too harsh on the American Economy, Families, and Health.

McCain stated in his concession speech:

"It is natural. It's natural, tonight, to feel some disappointment. But tomorrow, we must move beyond it and work together to get our country moving again."

This is exactly what we'll have to do. We will all work together, and cross our fingers that we made the right choice. That we're going to wake up tomorrow and things will be 'alright'. In closing McCain states:

"Americans never quit. We never surrender. We never hide from history. We make history. Thank you, and God bless you, and God bless America. Thank you all very much."

He gave the most inspirational, and memorable speech. His calm nature just made your realize how humble John McCain is. I never really agree'd with all his policies... but for the most part - He and Sarah Palin would've represented the TRUE American Citizen.

Obama in his victory speech said many things, but the following quote was my favorite of the mumbo jumbo he spoke.

"You did it because you understand the enormity of the task that lies ahead. For even as we celebrate tonight, we know the challenges that tomorrow will bring are the greatest of our lifetime -- two wars, a planet in peril, the worst financial crisis in a century.
Even as we stand here tonight, we know there are brave Americans waking up in the deserts of Iraq and the mountains of Afghanistan to risk their lives for us.
There are mothers and fathers who will lie awake after the children fall asleep and wonder how they'll make the mortgage or pay their doctors' bills or save enough for their child's college education. There's new energy to harness, new jobs to be created, new schools to build, and threats to meet, alliances to repair. The road ahead will be long. Our climb will be steep. We may not get there in one year or even in one term. But, America, I have never been more hopeful than I am tonight that we will get there. I promise you, we as a people will get there. "

The road ahead will be long, rough, and not so straight. Together, we must stand to get there. With Barack as our leader, we must follow behind him; as one great nation...and hope he leads us for the betterment of the USA. If not, we'll change things in 2012...It's been rumored that Sarah Palin will run for the Republican Party in that Election:) Wouldn't that be exciting! We shall wait....and see....(It's over. I'm don't complaining. The End.)

Election Day

That's right! Today was the very first time I'm able to actually say I VOTED! I was so excited this whole past week, knowing that on Election Tuesday I would get to take the drive to the Sewer plant (haha no lie) To cast my ballot. When I woke up this morning I decided it'd only be appropriet to also dress up in Red, White and Blue to display my patriotism. Haha, then I insisted I take pictures with Mom and Dad before heading out the door to vote. You see this is the first Election that I actually got to vote. I turned 18 in 2007, so I can proudly now say that My vote counts! It feels excellent. I love politics. Hey maybe that's what I should go into. Okay-now some pictures of the journey!

This is where our District comes to vote. A very Muddy parking lot, and inside a room full or tables with 2 standing booths and one sit-down.

Yep that's right, does this not look like the most official and operational voting venue ever! haha only in North Idaho would go to your local sewer plant to vote!

You can bet your bottom Dollar that I support McCain-Palin for the 2008 Election.

This is me! Just before going to cast my VOTE

Mom and I before going to VOTE

Dad and I before going to VOTE

Get out there and VOTE! polls are open till 8pm! Make it right, vote smart:)

More from Halloween Weekend:)

Just a few photos I loved from this weekend, and decided to spruce up a bit. I love them a lot. Anyways enjoy....and don't forget to vote tomorrow :]

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

This Halloween weekend Mom, Dad and I took the long trip over to Grandpa Scoullers with Adam and Brandi and Jeremy and Morgan. Stephanie informed us this last week that she would also be joining the family on the "work trip." First we left out of town at about 11 am and headed for Jeremy and Morgans. Once there, stephanie gave us each a carameled apple. BOY DID THAT HIT THE SPOT AFTER A LONG TRIP! We joined Morgans ward for a "trunk-or-treat" and then headed to sequim, WA to visit with Grandpa. I rode out with Adam and Brandi. Grandpa was so excited to see us all. In fact, he stayed up till 4 am with mom and dad visiting. Uhhh it kept steph, brandi, adam and I awake. In the morning the boys headed outside to work, while the girls started packing up boxes and and wrapping fragile items. The day was really long. That night I went back to Issaquah with Jeremy, Morgan, and Stephanie. Mom and dad picked me up from their house on Sunday around 2pm and we headed for home. It's never felt so good to sleep in my bed. Over the weekend I got a terrible headache and back pain that wouldn't go away. It was hard to get over, but I think after sleeping in my own bed last night it felt a lot better. Well that's the weekend in important notes.

The cutest puppy and angel in the world.

This is what happens when a toddler get's off balance.

We were trying to get a good picture. I didn't think I was in it, i thought they were just getting his face, oh well!

I was probably the only one there that was in flip flops and a carhartt.

My little Nephew. Is he not the cutest!?

My carameled apple:)

silly boy.

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THE BEST SISTER!

I LOVE YOU STEPHANIE:)

My sister has always taken us great care of me. I always looked up to her growing up, and she has always been there what I needed most. Like getting ready for dances, She was the one I could turn to anytime. Whether it was in the middle of the night when we'd lay awake talking...or for a simple ride home when i'd "purposfully" miss the bus in middle school.

I Never realized how much I'd miss her till she went away to college.

She was the most BEAUTIFUL bride ever!

I couldn't have asked for a more caring and lovely sister. Her and I could pass on twins, which is a good thing because it's her name and signature I used all through high school when I was late or skipped classes. It was much easier than moms.

We've always shared the best of times together. When I was at school I had so much fun visiting her everyday. Whether it was in her office for a couple of hours-or at night when she'd kindly make me dinner. She's the perfect mother & sister!

I LOVE HER DEARLY!

And miss her more than ever!

how blessed

I just had to take this opportunity to share some of the thoughts in my mind. I haven't written a heart-felt post in awhile so I figured it was about time to use blog to share my feelings and emotions with others.

To start it's so nice to be home. I've had to opportunity to create memories that i've awaited for quite some time. It been a time of problem solving, paitence building, and love. As many may be wondering, I'm working at the theater. I came back to be trained as a supervisor. It's been a lot of fun learning and working with the new crew. Mom has really spent a lot of time turning things around there, and putting into place policies that have been needed for a really long time. I find that the crew working there now are a lot happier and willing to do the work that before. I enjoy the job for now, and it's really nice in a way to get back to something familiar. In my free time I spend time at home, or with Del and Carson. I've learned so much since i've been home! One thing I never did during the time Del and I were dating was ask questions. I always felt that they would laugh or think I was stupid for not having the knowledge that they both did. Now I find that it's easier to ask and understand than just pretend I know exactly what they are talking about. I can't tell you what i've learned but I know that in a pickle, I know I would survive. One thing Alaska taught me was to stand on my own two feet, and lately that's been really hard to do. Everything that i've bottled up from being in Alaska to now has just started to show. I can't drive down the road anymore and see a red car and not cry. It's not only that, things in my life that cause confusion and frustration irritate me more now than ever. I spend a lot of time in my bed, alone....and crying. Now the reason for posting this is not to worry my family and friends, or gain sympathy. It's simply for the fact to inform that I haven't been doing well. Now some of the readers may be thinking they know the reason for my un-happiness, but to be honest they can't possibly pin-point it on thing. Being away from Alaska and all the friends I met there has a lot to do with my saddness. It's hard to become like family, and then one day just not see them again. I found the only time I'm truely happy is when i'm busy helping out mom and dad or just spending time with them, or when I'm with Del and/or Carson just hanging out and having a great time. Other than that, when I have time to think I just get down on myself and loose all sorts of self-respect and self-confidence. I'm not sure why, and i'm working on it...I know i'll be okay, I just have a lot to sort out and work on. I'm so very blessed to have such great friends and family members that I know I can turn to in a time of need.

Now I'd like to continue this post on how very blessed I am to witness a process that indeed has brought inspiration and faith to my life. My brother Adam and his wife Brandi of 4 years have recently been blessed to have a birth mother committ to giving her child to them at birth. I realized how significant and special this baby will be. I love my little nephew so much, and am already so excited to welcome him to our family. It's so neat to see all my brothers and sisters having children and adding to the family. The Nobles are growing day by day and I'm so glad i'm part of it. Our family has always shared a special close bond, and I couldn't have asked for a more loving family. This baby will be blessed eternallly for a decision that a girl not much younger than me is making. I can't imagine how hard it is for her right how. Everytime I go to Adam and Brandi's blog and read about there addition to the family and his Birth Mother, and can't help but think how hard this must be on her. I hope she's able to feel the love for her baby boy and how much appreciation we all share towards her life choice. When I think of Bri I can't help but wonder if I were put in her shoes if I'd be strong enough to do that same. She's making a choice for the future of her baby that will ensure that the baby is well cared for and loved it's whole life. Being 18 and pregnant isn't any easy task, i'm sure. Although I haven't been through it myself i can sympathisize for her, and can't help but feel a special kind of love for her. Anticipating the arrival of Adam and Brandi's baby is so exciting, and I can't wait for their new addition. I'm just so lucky that i'll be around for that day...It'll be soon before I go back up to Alaska [if i choose to still go] and I can't be more thankfull for the opportunity I have in front of me to be apart of their sons first days:) I'm sure when adam and brandi read this they'll appreciate the words i've shared I just wanted to tell everyone that as i'm growing and maturing i realize how truely blessed each and everyone of are. With the eternal perspective in mind, i'm so happy to be apart of my family.


I just wanted to share some of my thoughts and feelings that i've had on my mind more recently. Please know that I'm happy to be here, and I love my family and Friends. I'm thankful for the knowledge that I have many to lean on in a time of need. Thank you for your love and support you share towards me:)